Friday, 17 July 2026

You Only Live Twice by Autumn Allen


Barely one week into senior year of high school, Boston native Zakiyyah is making her 2012-2013 Get Free Plan.

Step one: quit high school. (PSA: There are other ways to get to college!)

Step two: live like it’s Ramadan year-round.

As she gets deeper into her Plan, she starts to wonder if there’s someone out there who would be a good companion. To everyone’s surprise, Zakiyyah decides she wants to get married. But there are some complications.

Problem one: she’s never met a guy she liked. Zakiyyah’s family (reluctantly) and friends (eagerly) agree to support the search.

Problem two: what’s the secret to choosing a good life partner?

Enter Musa, by way of mutual friends. With marriage in mind, Zakiyyah and Musa get to know each other, progressing from email to instant messaging to phone calls. Things are going well… thrillingly well… until tragedy strikes Boston. In a moment of heightened emotion and stress, Zakiyyah and Musa have their first major disagreement.

Zakiyyah can call the whole thing off. But with or without Musa, what does it mean to live on her own terms?


A thoughtful, deeply faith-centred coming-of-age story about a Muslim teen trying to figure out what kind of life she wants to build - and whether love, independence, and belief can coexist on her own terms.


📚 Pre-Reading Thoughts

I’m always interested in reading stories grounded in cultures and experiences outside my own, especially when they feel genuinely lived-in rather than written primarily to explain themselves to outsiders. What stood out to me here was how sincere Zakiyyah’s faith feels throughout the novel. Not symbolic, not aesthetic, not treated as a conflict to “overcome” - just an ordinary and deeply important part of how she understands herself and the world.

That perspective still feels surprisingly uncommon in YA fiction.


📖 Post-Reading

As I thought…

  • The strongest aspect of the book is its honesty. Zakiyyah feels like a genuinely specific teenager with her own beliefs, ambitions, contradictions, and blind spots rather than a simplified “representation” character.
  • The depiction of Muslim family and community life feels deeply grounded and affectionate. The novel is very culturally specific in a way that makes the world feel textured and authentic.
  • I especially appreciated how seriously the story takes faith itself. Zakiyyah’s desire to live more intentionally and spiritually is never mocked or framed as something inherently restrictive.

It surprised me by…

  • How much I enjoyed simply spending time inside a worldview different from my own. The book gives a real sense of how modern Muslim teens balance religion, family expectations, friendship, technology, romance, and independence.
  • The emotional nuance around marriage and companionship. Zakiyyah isn’t just searching for romance in a conventional YA sense; she’s trying to understand what partnership actually means within the life she wants to build.
  • How conversational and modern the story feels despite tackling weightier questions about identity, faith, and adulthood.

The one thing that did slightly interrupt my reading flow was the language barrier - not because the book itself did anything wrong, but because I didn’t realise there was a glossary at the back. I spent a lot of time pausing to look up unfamiliar terms and concepts as I went along.

But honestly, that’s also part of what makes the book feel authentic. Zakiyyah naturally uses the language and cultural references that belong to her life. If I were writing about my own daily routines, I wouldn’t stop to explain every familiar term either. The story trusts its readers enough to either learn as they go or meet it halfway.


🎧 Music Pairing

🎵 Featured Song:
Good Days

🎶 Vibe Album:
A Seat at the Table — introspective, thoughtful, searching, and deeply personal.

🎧 Artist Recommendation:
Yuna — reflective, modern, emotionally grounded music that fits the novel’s tone beautifully.


🌈 Vibe Check

  • Colour Palette: deep teal, gold, soft cream, warm brown, city-night blue
  • Soundtrack: late-night phone calls, quiet prayers, city traffic outside apartment windows
  • Season: autumn moving slowly toward winter
  • Mood: thoughtful, sincere, searching, quietly hopeful
  • Scent: tea, warm bread, old libraries, autumn air after rain

🃏 Tarot Pull

The Hermit
Self-reflection, spiritual searching, and trying to understand what kind of life aligns with your deepest values rather than simply following the expected path.



👀 For fans of

  • A Very Large Expanse of Sea
  • character-driven YA exploring faith, identity, and relationships with sincerity and nuance
  • stories that invite readers into a specific cultural experience without flattening its complexity


You Only Live Twice publishes on the 28th of July, 2026. I received a free copy and am giving an honest review.

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