Friday, 15 May 2026

A Flood of Memories by Nadia Mikail


It's raining in Sarawak, Malaysia - a lot - and Leila, now living in Kuala Lumpar, must go home to help her Mak before the floods become serious. But she hasn't been home since the death of her father - and she's not quite ready to confront what's waiting for her there. Life with Pak was complicated.

But Arthur is in Sarawak, the boy she's thought about ever since they first met at school - Arthur, who offers her support, care and love, but at a cost perhaps too great for Leila.

As the floodwaters rise and her family and home become threatened, can Leila confront the enormity of her own past in order to move forwards properly in her present? A beguiling and meaningful novel which explores the fine line between care and control, between love and abuse in families, and shows that it is possible to move on to a brighter future.


Floodwaters rise in Sarawak while buried grief, family tension, and old assumptions surface alongside them. Quietly emotional, culturally rich, and heavier than it first appears.


📚 Pre-Reading Thoughts

Dual timelines are always a gamble for me. Sometimes they deepen a story; sometimes they feel like narrative hopscotch designed purely to delay information. But the Malaysian setting immediately stood out, especially paired with the focus on family and memory. I was expecting something reflective and emotionally layered rather than plot-heavy - and that’s very much what this is.


📖 Post-Reading

As I thought…

  • The strongest element here is the emotional realism around family relationships: the complicated mix of love, obligation, resentment, guilt, and protection that can exist all at once.
  • The Malaysian and Muslim cultural grounding gives the novel a real sense of place and identity without feeling like it’s pausing to explain itself for outsiders. The world feels lived-in rather than translated.
  • The story is much more interested in emotional consequences than dramatic revelations, which suits the reflective tone.

It surprised me by…

  • How well the dual timeline structure ultimately works. It still isn’t my preferred storytelling style, but here it gradually reveals emotional context in a way that genuinely strengthens the present-day storyline. A linear version probably would have lost some of that slow accumulation of understanding.
  • The nuance around care versus control within families. The book doesn’t settle for easy answers or clean labels; it allows love and harm to coexist in deeply uncomfortable ways.
  • How much of the emotional tension comes from misunderstanding - people assuming they know what others feel, want, or remember, and building entire emotional lives around those assumptions.

There’s also something very effective about using floods as both literal danger and emotional metaphor without becoming overly symbolic about it. The rising water never feels gimmicky; it simply presses everything already unresolved closer to the surface.


🎧 Music Pairing

🎵 Featured Song:
Breathe Me

🎶 Vibe Album:
folklore — intimate storytelling, memory-heavy atmosphere, quiet emotional unraveling.

🎧 Artist Recommendation:
Yuna — warm, reflective, emotionally grounded music that fits the novel’s quieter moments beautifully.


🌈 Vibe Check

  • Colour Palette: raincloud grey, river green, soft gold, deep brown wood tones
  • Soundtrack: heavy rainfall on rooftops, distant thunder, quiet family conversations in kitchens
  • Season: monsoon season, obviously - and emotionally too
  • Mood: reflective, emotionally tangled, cautiously hopeful
  • Scent: wet earth, tea steam, river water, old family homes holding decades of memory

🃏 Tarot Pull

Six of Cups
Memory, childhood, emotional return, and the complicated act of revisiting the past without becoming trapped inside it. This card fits the novel’s central question perfectly: how much should old pain shape the person you become next?



👀 For fans of

  • The Henna Wars
  • Minari
  • family-centred contemporary fiction where emotional healing matters more than dramatic twists

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